Saturday, October 29, 2005
jika tidak dipecah ruyung, di mana boleh mendapat sagunya... rite?
the thing is....i really wanna do extremely well for my o's but everyones all up in my cool aid! i mean like everyones got somethin to say to me abt my o's and its never something encouraging...
eg:
1) mona keeps sayin that ite is too good for me
2) kat says im wastin money on takin my o's
3) my mum thinks im ruining my life
4) my tutor's crazily worried for me
5) my mums friend doesnt have any confidence that i can do well whatsoever
and the list goes on...
i know many of u would be like.."prove them wrong!" but its different for me.. i mean like i feel so pinned down to the ground.. i succeed with motivation, not by criticisms and insults............... sigh.... and cuz of all that, im begining to think theyre right...so like the will to do well is slowly disappearing..........
at this very moment, i just feel like fast forwarding life to the 23/11/05, the day i leave singapore......i wanna pack my bags and get outta here..
Jammin at
5:11 PM